Wanda's Awesomeness

Tonight, since I got home from work, I feel completely out of it.  Did I take some downers and I'm so stoned I can't remember?  Yes, I'm ridiculously tired, but that's nothing unusual.  Maybe I can get to bed earlier tonight since Jake's out for the evening.  ???  On a different note, our new daycare lady is having trouble getting everything ready to be open for business...apparently there are some new regulations or something that are really tripping her up.  Hopefully it all gets ironed out.  I feel bad for her, I know she's stressed.  Ah, well, I'm right there with her.  Jake is not working much at his main job, so is therefore not getting paid much.  Luckily, he is able to pick up some freelance design work for a friend, so that's a huge blessing.  We're thinking of selling our car and becoming a one-car family for awhile, so we can pay our taxes and hopefully get us through this rough spot.  However, Jake may have to find a new job if there's no business for the current one.  That really sucks.  So much for saving like crazy for a new house.  Good thing we wanted to downsize anyway, or we'd really be disappointed with the way things are going.  Hell, maybe we should just go ahead and put our house on the market, geez.  We've already looked all over the house to see what we can sell.  Not much luck there, unless we want to sell the kids.  Wonder how much we could get for them...   :)
Switching gears...have you ever stubbed your toe or whacked yourself somehow and been near tears and/or uttering expletives?  It takes a major undertaking just to gain control.  Then you summon the courage to look at your said injured body part, fully expecting it to be gone or at the very least, bleeding profusely, only to find no evidence whatsoever that anything ever happened.  This happened to me today.  I was squatting to look at something and rammed my knee into a cabinet.  There's barely even a red spot, although I was sure my kneecap would be dangling halfway out of my skin.   Maybe that's why I possibly drugged myself?!